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my last paper had finally end.
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Dear diary,
I rate my recent days at 5! Yap five only. I finish my paper yesterday but i don’t feel any happier. Went back to work today and getting more tired. I want to leave the place soon. Too much to bear at times and it just worsen the relationship so i have come to a decision. But now i’m also afraid of my future too. Will there be someone stand by me, give me courage and more confidence, needed more motivations to deal with problem that i face.
I rate my recent days at 5! Yap five only. I finish my paper yesterday but i don’t feel any happier. Went back to work today and getting more tired. I want to leave the place soon. Too much to bear at times and it just worsen the relationship so i have come to a decision. But now i’m also afraid of my future too. Will there be someone stand by me, give me courage and more confidence, needed more motivations to deal with problem that i face.
I’m sorry been quite emotions in the past few entries.
Just bear with it and let me ya abit okaes. Perhaps i feel better in this way.
Knowing about so much i don’t know is good or bad. But everyone learn through different way isn’t it. But some took five, three or two yrs also cant get over. How long will be mine?
I have lost somthing precious in the past but recently i lost the memory given frm the past. Im sad but dunno how. Just hope one day i could have it back and place it where it shd be belongs.
talking & seeing you is happy.
And i ask and yap yr guessing were right.
不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我沒有感受
我不是生氣 只是心痛.
Knowing about so much i don’t know is good or bad. But everyone learn through different way isn’t it. But some took five, three or two yrs also cant get over. How long will be mine?
I have lost somthing precious in the past but recently i lost the memory given frm the past. Im sad but dunno how. Just hope one day i could have it back and place it where it shd be belongs.
talking & seeing you is happy.
And i ask and yap yr guessing were right.
不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我沒有感受
我不是生氣 只是心痛.
What if you thought so wasn’t it seems to be, will you change yr mind.
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
Some thankful notes to sae…..
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
Some thankful notes to sae…..
Want to to thanks all who shown care and concern.
like bestie who always accompany and bought dinner over for me when I’m mugging alone at the sail for the past one yr plus.
Kaki Jon called all the way from Aussie to ask me jia you, and at times his ring and msg came at the right time. When im down chatting with him will made you forget whats troubling ya.
Not forgetting calls & texts of “encouragement’ was sent over this morning and before the dae.
i was really surprise that i receive a msg i just never thought i will recieve it.
But thanks so much.
All is Greatly Appreciated.
Touched, hope i dun disappoint you guys.
Although I’m afraid of the result.
Still THANKIES!!
A’s Loves (:
But thanks so much.
All is Greatly Appreciated.
Touched, hope i dun disappoint you guys.
Although I’m afraid of the result.
Still THANKIES!!
A’s Loves (:
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